Sunday, December 9, 2007

i should sleep

insomnia. gah.

we all have something wrong with us; i've been reading about autism and a possible window into understanding it (children with autism have a lessening of symptoms often during a high fever). maybe it's a clue, a real first clue into autism, instead of the grasping at straws that medical science has been doing for years (not a condemnation... sometimes even the smartest scientist can have no clue.. even the smartest person can't figure out a crossword puzzle if there aren't any clues).

i have two autistic nephews... thus the interest in autism.

but, then, really, i seem to have this real love for men who probably have some form of autism spectrum disorders. geeks are my dating pleasure for the most part. men who can't communicate to save their skins. fuck, when did i decide dating nice quiet men who found the computer to be a warm and fuzzy companion a good thing? and why on earth does a linguist, a person who's profession it is to study language, find men who don't know how to use it attractive?

yes, yes. i have many things wrong with me. insomnia, tonight, is one of them. at least ryan's sleeping.

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